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Betrayed

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Betrayed

Betrayal is what hurts the most, especially when you know, that the person you love the most, is the one who did it. (background: who- who did it.)

* I gave my whole life for you. I was always there for you. And now here you are, saying you don’t need me (background: don’t need me.)

You know hurts the most? It’s that you said, I shouldn’t be there for you. But what’s hurts the most, is that, (I-)I love you.

I remember when you needed me, when you always came to me. What happened to you now? It’s like you just threw me away. (*)

It’s like my feelings never mattered to you, I was just a toy to play with. Looking back, I gave my whole self to you, and now I know you never even cared.

I don’t know why I’m so surprised, when I’ve been betrayed so many times. So why is it that it feels different with you? (*)
Well, I doubt you'll be able to tell, but it's supposed to be a song.
lol XD
And yes, wrote it ^-^

Well, during this summer, things happened, and while I was in the midst of my feelings, I wrote this. ^-^

Actually, this song sounds a LOT better than it looks ^-^

And please don't worry about me. Although I am ashamed to say it, I DID nearly cry when this happened ^-^ I say that I'm ashamed because I haven't cried for years, why start now?
But! Now I'm fine. Like I said, I was very sad when it happened, but then I thought about it.
Why am I going to be sad over this, when I've been betrayed so very many times before? being betrayed is practically a daily thing for me, so why should I care about this betrayal? I tried so hard for that person, and yet they did what they did. Why should I care about this time? So, about two days later, I discarded my feelings for that person, and now I don't feel anything towards them ^-^

lol, so don't worry. And if you think I'm pushing myself, believe me, I'm not. ^-^ It's actually very easy for me to just not care about something, lol XD
I guess I learned from past experience XD

And I'm not going to allow any comments because you all may try to be sympathetic towards me, or worried about me. But I'm fine. ^-^

I'm off to happier things now!~ ^-^
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Strkiller16's avatar
My Father just betrayed me... Thanks you.